Posts tagged my baby
Posts tagged my baby
I tried to believe that what the people were saying wasn’t true. I tried to defend you. I thought you were different from the description given. He told me not to be friends with you, he warned me. I’ve heard of you as the skank, the slut, and the one nobody cares for. I tried to care for you. I don’t like people who lie about being my friend, neither do the people around you obviously. I don’t like how you think you can bitch at me but then you get at me for being a bitch to you. It’s ridiculous and definitely an uneven relationship strategy. I understand why you fuck around. I truly understand. I think you need a better home life. I tried to make things better for you. But now I just feel bad for myself thinking that you’d be appreciative. Looks can be deceiving. And they were.
you can’t know how i really feel.
because i know you can’t take it.
So I bring you to school, I let you wear my favorite bracelet after you don’t even tell me you have it, I ask you how your day goes, and I take you home. I also take you to tutoring and I provide you with a bunch of food. And you don’t even say good bye to me when you see your best friend standing over there. Before Saturday, you wouldn’t have walked over there if you saw her. I’m just asking for fair treatment.
okay I don’t know what it is with you. you’re exploding all of these emotions on me. so what if I love myself, it’s normal. I’m not obsessive, I’m protective. Nobody has ever been as disrespectful as you are to me. I could never bring myself to post a rant and tell you all my feelings towards you. the few times I’ve heard of you being called a bitch, I’ve stood up for you. I never believed the people when they told me you were talking shit because I don’t want to believe it! drama is bullshit and so is this! why can’t we just have the same peace we used to have! when we first started being friends, Sofia couldn’t believe how much we texted. it was bound to be a true friendship. all I was doing this morning was telling Priscilla how I was feeling. I NEVER TALKED SHIT ABOUT YOU, GOD DAMMIT. this is fucking ridiculous and stupid. just get it in your head that I only have good intentions for us. the thing that set me off on venting was that you just walked away this morning and didn’t even say bye. that’s fucking all.
I’m being over dramatic. I shouldn’t be acting this way because I know you could’ve lost your best friend. Love you